i am so happy to be spreading the word of the minaj around.
michael just left with some of her music on his pod, something i have been trying to accomplish for a while.

i am happy she is starting to be more prevalent with the gays.
that means, in just a couple years, all the commoners will embrace her for the glorious harajuku barbie she is.

the living situation is all fucked up.
i am kind of just... going day to day, and avoiding whenever possible.
she seems to be in a similar MO.

my paycheque has given me confidence. i don't feel like a street rat anymore.

my sister has the usual amensia and is wondering why i am not talking to her (because she is a bitch).

i like beer.

i don't like negative people. i react very strongly to negative emotions these days. i am trying not to make it an aversion, but i am just starting to not like that kind of juu-juu. what is with all these whiney people who don't understand that we are living on top of the world?

fuck those guys, i'm gonna go do my laundry, yo.

i think i am reaching my limit with people.

i have not had alone time in i don't know how long.

every time someone says something pathetic to me, i have to bite my tongue not to be overly nasty.

i am starting to feel like a caged tiger.

i just need to not have to talk about stupid things.
i just need to not have to help people process their stupid decisions.
i just need to not be surrounding by needy grabby emotional hands.
i just need to tear into some strapping lad with nice shoulders.
i just need to jack off.
i just need a cigarette.

i just have to take a breath, and move on.

Dear Mr. Humchitt:

My name is Yvette, and I'm sorry to hear that Visa has taken money owed to them from your account.

You also mentioned fees being taken for no reason. You have a Day to Day Banking account and this gives you 15 debit transactions per monthly statement cycle for a flat fee of $4. Each transaction performed over this limit is charged for on a per-transaction basis - $0.65 for each. During the past month you exceeded this 15 debit limit by another 17 and so you were charged $11.05 in additional fees.

I can see that these fees have been charged fairly consistently for at least the past 3 months. As soon as you saw these fees, Mr. Humchitt, you could have called, written to us or gone into your branch to ask about decreasing them. Again, the fees and features of the accounts are explained when the accounts are opened. We are available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to assist you but we can't monitor each and every account at all times to determine the best packages for clients.

In this case, I would recommend that you limit your debit card usage so that you can stay within the 15 debits and pay only $4 per month. Many of your transactions are less than $20 so you can go to a bank machine and withdraw enough money to pay for 5 or 6 of the purchases. Doing this a few times each month will decrease your debits and help you to save money.

Finally, you mentioned that you will be leaving RBC. While we hope that you will stay, it is the choice of each client as to where they want to bank and we will respect your wishes.

Thanks for contacting us. We'll be happy to help you again if there's anything else you'd like to discuss.

If you prefer, you can call us at 1-800-769-2511. Also, look for the option to chat live with us on select pages on www.rbcroyalbank.com.

Sincerely,

Yvette Mullin
Customer Service Representative
Royal Bank of Canada

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Dear Ms. Mullin,

Thank you for clarifying what must have been a glaring error in my judgment.

Please don't allow me to inconvenience what must be an extremely busy institution.

Honestly, I hope that you are an automated message, because I really wouldn't want to get in the way.

Best Regards,
Garett Humchitt

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i realise that for some obscure reason i surround myself with people who need constant explanations for everything, like those seagulls who always want food in 'finding nemo'.

whereas, my personality is such that when Something Bad happens, i really need to not have to explain it over and over again to people who seem to lack the ability to be mindful, or who cannot understand basic syntax or predicate.

this dynamic tends to cycle me down into Low Social Performance mode. my lens is skewed and all i can do is try and avoid social interaction. it makes me feel bad.

this could also indicate a vulnerability of my own, or rather a discrimination of when and with who i share my vulnerabilities with.

people are so needy. i'm a person, so i must be equally as needy.

do you ever meet those people who set up their life to over-enable vulnerability-sharing? it creates a false sense of intimacy that can be abandoned as easily as it is adopted. it also can fast-track into a codependence cooperative effort, something which really makes my skin crawl.

i think this is my trigger for sending my ability to share into escape velocity.

i find i'm much better after some time has passed. it has been a day, and now i am ok to talk to people.

visa took away all my money!
this is so frustrating.....
so i sent a letter to RBC.....

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I understand that I have to pay my bill, however I do not understand how I can continue to work and pay my bill when I have no money for food. I just found that VISA removed the last remaining funds from my account because I am past due. There is nothing that can be done. Nobody can help me and everyone at your company seems to think I deserve to go hungry for the next two weeks because I am behind in my payments.

Additionally, I got to hear from Lucas, the employee who shared this lovely news with me, that I am paying my interac fees 'for no reason' and that I should switch to some kind of new payment plan for ten dollars and get unlimited interac.

If I am paying these extra fees 'for no reason' then why are you charging me? I have a suggestion -- use the money you charge 'for no reason' with the money VISA takes away from your customer accounts and put it towards labour hours to help train your staff in competent selling techniques. Perhaps a workshop on human connection would be beneficial as well.

This is ridiculous, and I am angry. As soon as I pay off this credit card bill, which looks like it will be soon, I am leaving your bank and never looking back.

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This is awful I am typing this on my borrowed touch. I suppose in the bigger picture this actually demonstrTes the value of a hand held communicator when your ancient desktop decides to commit to the final equation.

today i bought an indigo sweater.

it is long sleeved.

the neck resembles a v-shaped object.

i enjoy it immensely. lia, i think you would like it.

it rubs against my body with gentle tickles.

i was promoted.

i start next week.

full time with benefits.

:)

so much is going on!

i'll talk to you about it later.....

i'm having one of those days where i either feel nothing or feel angry.

i don't know what happened.

i am wondering if it is because i haven't had coffee.

amanda is trying to get me to use wordpress. she seemed enthralled in the word clouds.

i'm listening to eminem's 'the recovery'.

i'm going to the beach today.

i'm keeping the tv off these days whenever i can. i feel like its consuming me. i hate the kardashians. do you think, when they say 'reality tv', they really mean 'everything that is wrong with reality tv' and they just had to shorten it because everyone has two second attention spans? i often ponder this....

i watched 'defying gravity', aside from the excessive drama i was curious where the premise was going and what would happen in the conclusion. but they cancelled the series! i was also enjoying it because of laura harris, who i think is so beautiful and a pretty decent actress.

mmmm coffee is done....